I really agree with this poem my friend wrote,"When it all Ends", and I would love to hear your feedback as well. Please leave a comment. I would love to hear them. =0)
Poem by:Rebecca Darna-Stokes
When I first read this poem I did just that, I read it, but didn't really READ it until now. I have to say it really strikes a cord with me. Let me start by saying, after I saw Breaking Dawn part 1 I had all kind of emotions stir in me just like all of you did I am sure who have seen the movie by now.
However, I still had one sinking emotion in the middle of my heart, my mind, my soul I could not place my finger on. This morning after reading this poem again I now know what I am feeling.
Yes, even though I love, just love BD1, and I am excited and happy it has finally arrived. I am also completely and utterly beside myself with sadness and grief. Why? Because I don't want any of this to end. I love waiting with child like excitement for the next Twilight movie to come out, and knowing the very last one is less then a year away; well I am already very sad and depressed it's all coming to an end.
I love my Twi-Highs, I am not ready to give them up, and will never let Twilight die; EVER! However,its hard to replace and describe the feeling you get when a new Twilight book, treasure or movie comes out. There will probably never, ever be any more Twilight books, the Twilight treasures come with the movies, and are usually hard to find, and so in the last four years the movies are really all we have left.
It really saddens me to think this is it. Honestly, Breaking Dawn part 1 was so, so good to me that if there was never going to be another movie after BD1, I could live with that, per say.
Although don't' get me wrong, I am glad there is one more movie to look forward to because like I said I am not ready to give up my current Twi-High, but I will take this last year to truly love the ones I do receive from any and all media hype. I will also completely cherish the ones I have learned to create on my own in order to get my TwiFix to help lift my spirits when I am feel sad or gloomy.
Such as trips to Forks, visiting Twilight filming locations, my own Twilight adventures which can be anything that reminds me of the happiness I get from Twilight: hanging out, chatting, texting, and facebooking with all my Twi-friends who love the stories as much as I do. And when I am feeling completely blue I will raise my spirits once again, by enjoying the excitement I feel when I re-read and watch the movies over, and over, and over again.....
I will never, ever get tired of doing that!