When it all Ends ~ No more Edward/Twilight

I really agree with this poem my friend wrote,"When it all Ends",  and I would love to hear your feedback as well.  Please leave a comment.  I would love to hear them.  =0)

      Poem by:Rebecca Darna-Stokes

When I first read this poem I did just that, I read it, but didn't really READ it until now.  I have to say it really strikes a cord with me.  Let me start by saying, after I saw Breaking Dawn part 1 I had all kind of emotions stir in me just like all of you did I am sure who have seen the movie by now.  

However, I still had one sinking emotion in the middle of my heart, my mind, my soul I could not place my finger on.  This morning after reading this poem again I now know what I am feeling.  

Sadness.  

Yes, even though I love, just love BD1, and I am excited and happy it has finally arrived.  I am also completely and utterly beside myself with sadness and grief.  Why? Because I don't want any of this to end.  I love waiting with child like excitement for the next Twilight movie to come out, and knowing the very last one is less then a year away; well I am already very sad and depressed it's all coming to an end.  

I love my Twi-Highs, I am not ready to give them up, and will never let Twilight die; EVER!  However,its hard to replace and describe the feeling you get when a new Twilight book, treasure or movie comes out. There will probably never, ever be any more Twilight books, the Twilight treasures come with the movies, and are usually hard to find, and so in the last four years the movies are really all we have left.  

It really saddens me to think this is it.  Honestly, Breaking Dawn part 1 was so, so good to me that if there was never going to be another movie after BD1, I could live with that, per say.  

Although don't' get me wrong, I am glad there is one more movie to look forward to because like I said I am not ready to give up my current Twi-High, but I will take this last year to truly love the ones I do receive from any and all media hype.  I will also completely cherish the ones I have learned to create on my own in order to get my TwiFix to help lift my spirits when I am feel sad or gloomy.

Such as trips to Forks, visiting Twilight filming locations, my own Twilight adventures which can be anything that reminds me of the happiness I get from Twilight: hanging out, chatting, texting, and facebooking with all my Twi-friends who love the stories as much as I do.  And when I am feeling completely blue I will raise my spirits once again, by enjoying the excitement I feel when I re-read and watch the movies over, and over, and over again..... 

I will never, ever get tired of doing that!

6 hours until Wedding of the Century! ~ Breaking Dawn part 1

I tried to comprehend, through the film of tears blinding me, the surreal fact that this amazing person was mine.

Bella Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 3, p.50

We took turns shoving cake in each other’s faces; Edward manfully swallowed his portion as I watched in disbelief. I threw my bouquet with atypical skill, right into Angela’s surprised hands. Emmett and Jasper howled with laughter at my blush while Edward removed my borrowed garter – which I’d shimmied down nearly to my ankle –very carefully with his teeth. With a quick wink at me, he shot it straight into Mike Newton’s face.

Bella Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4, p.55

It's Time! It's Time! This is it! FINALLY! Forever is only the beginning!

Well we made it here on the West Coast.   In just a few short hours we will be watching Breaking Dawn part 1.  I have no words to explain my excitement.  I am just glad we get to see this movie at midnight and I am glad I get to see it with family and friends who appreciate the fun of Twilight too... Maybe they don't appreciate it as much as I do, but I really don't mind.  I would see this movie alone if I had to because I really wouldn't be "alone" so to speak.  I would be in a theater filled with others who share my love as well.  How can that be bad?  Its not.. Please make sure you tell me how you loved this movie or if you possibly did not love it.. Yeah, right!  I honestly don't see how, but I would love to know.  =0) 

We took turns shoving cake in each other’s faces; Edward manfully swallowed his portion as I watched in disbelief. I threw my bouquet with atypical skill, right into Angela’s surprised hands. Emmett and Jasper howled with laughter at my blush while Edward removed my borrowed garter – which I’d shimmied down nearly to my ankle – very carefully with his teeth. With a quick wink at me, he shot it straight into Mike Newton’s face.
Bella Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4, p.55

The Twilight Coven Guide

Breaking Dawn part 1 is about to come out in theaters, and if you don't have all the Coven's figured out with who is part of what, and who has what powers then you better hurry up.   =0)


THE AMAZON COVEN:
Kachiri
Senna
Zafrina (she has the power to make you see whatever she wants you to, like she make make you see a rainforest or just complete blackness)

THE DENALI COVEN:
eleazar (senses the powers of other vampires)
irina
kate (she has the power to send a powerful electric shock through you by touching you)
tanya

THE EGYPTIAN COVEN:
amun
kebi
benjamin (his power is being able to control and manipulate the four elements, wind, earth, fire, and water)

THE IRISH COVEN:
maggie (she can tell if someone is not telling the truth)
siobhan (they believe that she can will things to go her way)
liam

THE OLYMPIC COVEN:
carlisle
esme
edward (can read the minds of people around him)
bella (mind shielder)
jasper (he can control the emotions of people around him)
alice (she can see the future, but it is limited in some ways)
renesmee (she can communicate through your head by touching)
rosalie
emmett

THE ROMAN COVEN:
stefan
vladimir

THE VOLTURI COVEN:
Aro (he can read your entire mind by touching you)
Sulpicia - wife to aro
caius
athenodora - wife to caius
marcus (sees the strength of the bonds between relationships)

THE VOLTURI GUARD:
Alec (Numbs the senses of other vampires)
chelsea (she can loosen or strengthen the emotional bonds between people)
afton (i have no idea...sorry)
Demetri (Extremely Gifted Tracker)
Felix
Heidi (Illusionist/Ability to Lure Others & Create the Illusion of Desire)
Jane (Illusionist/Creates the Illusion of Severe Pain)
Renata (Physical Shield)
Santiago

THE AMERICAN NOMADS:
Garrett
Mary
Peter
Charlotte
Randall

THE EUROPEAN NOMADS:
Alistair (Tracker/Feels an Elusive Pull to a Subject)
Charles (Can Tell When Someone is Less than Truthful)
Makenna


***SPOILERS!!!***

Bella was pregnant for almost 9 weeks. Renesmee grew in 1 week, what a human baby would grow in 1 month. If you will remember she went into labor before they intended to induce labor on her.


Eleazar- can sense other vampires powers.

Kate- can shield herself sort of like Bella, but it isn't as powerful, and she cannot project it to protect others, she also gives off an electric shock.

Maggie- has a sense of when someone is telling the truth.

Benjamin- an earth mover.

Zafrina- can blind others completely by sending them pictures

Alistair- Tracker

Charles- Can tell when someone is lying

The Volturi- 
Marcus- can tell how close others are

Alec- numbs other vampires senses

Aro- can see others past, and read there thoughts, like Edward, but physical contact is needed for it to work.

Chelsea- manipulates emotional bonds (uses this to get others to join the Volturi)

Demetri- Tracker

Heidi- extremely attractive, uses this to lure in tourists in NM

Jane- makes vampires imagine they are in pain

Renata- shield, Aro's shield.


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39 days until Breaking Dawn part 1!